Alrighty, well I am back in the mix of making this blog something worth people's time... and yes, I would like some cheese with my whine. I have been introduced to a band that I have been listening to non-stop lately called Okkervil River. Some of the lyrics are a little, well... disturbing, but maybe that is the type of effect that the writer was trying to portray.

Anyways, for all of those new to this page, or this is the first time that you have seen it, Welcome! You have front row seats to watch the mind of a complete moron work! This is actually my way of venting, unrolling, whatever you may like to call it, but believe it or not it works... and I had the great idea that i should let other people enjoy this because, i know that i would if somebody, like me, was doing something this ridiculous. Phew, enough rambling on and tearing my self apart.

I took a psychology midterm today, it was some sort of essay format where there were a list of questions and you would pick only a few and answer them. Well, in this case, there were 4 questions, i had to pick 3. I answered them, but little did i know that at the bottom was one of those questions where it is a lame attempt for the teacher to get to know you, and you have absolutely no choice but to answer the question... the question was along the lines of if you were in psychology, what career choice would you have and what personal attributes do you think would be best used?... something like that... but i kind of got lost in the question... made me think. So, here i am, writing about it on my blog... Jesus....

i had a different feel on the campus today here at the magnificent Flathead Valley Community College. It seemed that everybody here was a walking ghost... (i don't mean to put the "emo" mask on right now if I am...) but, i don't know, nobody was socializing, the sky was gray, there is fucking snow on the mountains that you can see all around campus... what a double edge sword... but it just feels empty. Maybe it is a reflection of how i am feeling, well, yea know, with goodbyes and all, i feel that this is just the end of an ending in some ways... alright, i will give you all this to tear apart with your thoughts on should i be friends with him anymore type bullshit. Maybe I will be back today...