Day 2 of the... "blog experience..." Things with the blog are now going well, despite the fact that this probably is the dumbest thing that I have ever done in my life (next to ramming a car on 19th Ave. while stopped at a red light...) but actually it is quite interesting. ya smell me? but anyways...

snow is starting cover the tips of all of the mountains around the Flathead valley... it almost seems like I am witnessing the inevitable death I am about to face... death being winter... While at work today actually I was talking with, well first things first... I work at the local Montessori school... I actually somewhat enjoy it but I am afraid to tell people that because that almost seems repulsive. But to make a long meaningless story short... we talked about the snow... and when it was going to arrive inside the valley. I don't know why i just went there but fuck it I did. But alas, as winter comes nearer everyday, my thoughts seem to meander downward as opposed to upward being jolly Jake and such, it doesn't seem like seasonal depression, I think that I just don't want to walk around in the snow (or even ice for that matter) to work and school... and as the weather gets colder that means that the kids that i take care of need more layers! and they hate to put their damn coats on already so winter, too, means work... i guess that that was somewhat of a point that i was trying to make out of all of this. And to take the infamous motto of my mother and a well known sports wear corporation: "just do it."

I couldn't help it last night but to think about where in gods name I will be in 10 or 20 years... It actually dawned on me that I may not be able to know for sure what or where I will be and that seemed just fine to me. I mean, I could be anywhere seeing as how I ended up in Kalispell, Montana... a place that I had never heard of before and if I had, I don't think I would have made any plans to head up this way. (that's the most polite way I could say that...) I guess what i was trying to get across was that if I ended up in Kalispell, and taken in the middle of the night by two very big men, how could I fathom my future? That kind of makes it exciting though huh? maybe I will be taken in the middle of the night again and put in Mozambique and live there for about 13 months... alright, I am done with that bullshit. I tend to rant on and on about certain things that don't even seem to make sense. Even so, you still read this... I digress.

Another thing that has been on my mind lately is money. Interestingly enough, there are some perks about having a blog... one being that you can make some money very easily. I don't think that I am going to do this but if I was super desperate... well I will just explain it, google sponsors a program called AdSense, this is basically a tool to help companies advertise, and for people to make money. If i signed up and agreed to let my ever so amazing blog become a billboard, I would get a monthly check. This also depends on how many people click the advertisements... unfortunately we all need to be a little realistic at some points and well, this is one of them... not a lot of people come to this blog... (sigh) there I said it. But in all seriousness, i would probably get like 60 cents a month if I advertised. That is going off of a 10 cent a click estimate... Well, I guess that is it for now, I will drop in later today...