My first entry...

Alright, why did I even make a blog? Why am i writing in general? and why is the sky blue? Writing is something that I have not done in ages... ages = about 3 years... after a failed attempt at trying to pump out a book losing it completley after my prestigious Alienware computer crashed and I lost everything, my motivation might as well been part of the computer because that was lost too. Bummer. But yea know what? life goes on, and here I am 3 years later writing on my very own blog... whoop-dee-doo....

Right now I am killing time in a Metalsmithing class at the Flathead Valley community college. Why do I go here you might ask?... or even what in gods name am I doing in Montana? Well, there are answers to both of those questions and unfortunately the answers to both of those questions are very long and tedious to explain... but I guess that is what a blog is for right? Well, I think that over the course of maybe... well, I can't give you an estimate right now, but I will defiantely answer those questions, conciously and subconsiously, if you (the reader who probably has nothing better to do...) continue to follow this blog. I am shit, I have sometimes to much to say at times and this seemed like the most logical solution to me. Why doesn't everybody just get out there and create a blog? I think that another thing that is very important to understand if you follow this amazingly ____________ blog, is that I am deathly sarcastic... so... be forewarned!

I completly forgot that I even mentioned that I was in my metalsmithing class right now... yeah, I don't know why I am taking it, but if you refere back to the first sentence of this meaningless ramble... you will see that I don't sem to know much...

And since this seems to be a place where I can pretend that people are listening to me and I am being heard, I might as well go on... jeez, I am a fucking loser... and the sad thing is that I think that I have come to grips with that. I mean seriously, let me describe to you the setting that I am in right now, I am sitting on a red swivle chair in this big white room of a community college art building... the room is well ventilated (making it cold with that constant suttle noise of a fan twirling in the background) and I am sitting next to a friend of mine who is getting tips on how to make a beautiful piece of jewlery... (sigh) By the way, the room is well lit so it almost magnifys the nothingness of the white walls only making me seem smaller and the rom seem even more dull... Wh am I describing this art room again?... oh thats right, I was trying to justify why I think that I am a loser...

I shouldn't have t be in Montana for long though... I will hopefully be on my way out in about 36 days, 3 hours, 3 minutes and 36 seconds... ( not that I am counting or anything...) but I guess that just shows my true affection for this place..... alright, I think that this is enough for now... but I plan on adding to this at least once everyday... so stay tuned!